withdrawing

So today, I had to withdraw from a class. Not because I was doing in horrible in the class but because it was causing me mental pain.
 If you are in college like I am, you know that there is not much time left in the semester. I had to do it though. Today, I was so stressed about school. I had a millions things to do and I was close to a mental breakdown.
   I have to be honest here. This morning my thoughts were racing. I wanted to stay in bed and not face the world. I wanted to change my major. I wanted to drop out of college. I was even considering dying. I didn't want to face the world that bad. I know I wouldn't go through with killing myself no matter the problem but when I had that thought I knew I had to make some type of change. At the time, I thought dropping a class was the easiest thing to do. Maybe it was, maybe it wasn't.

I know it wasn't the smartest idea but it wasn't the worst. I know I could of stuck through it. It's done now. I will make a better decision next time. I won't drop a class because I couldn't handle the things on my plate.